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🌺 CREATING WHAT YOU LOVE NO MATTER WHAT 🌺

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The beautiful women who joined us in the Awakened Woman workshop last Saturday 😍

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In the morning my dear friend Amanda who was assisting and I arrived at the venue to set it up. I knew the code to the outside door, but downstairs doors were locked. I’ve been using this venue for a year and this never happened before.
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So we can’t access the room. My first response is trying few codes, do everything to get in while my mind scans other options like changing venue etc, full on solution mode. Then eventually I get angry, I panic, cry a little while Amanda is searching ways to get in, holding her ground.
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I knew cancellation was not an option so we had to get in. At this point, I delayed the starting time 30 minutes giving us enough time.
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I contact few of my friends who use the venue in case they knew. Then we started calling the numbers on the flyers outside the venue as they use the same space as well, saying, β€˜Good morning, this is a bit random but we’re in this venue trying to get in. Do you know the code to get in?’ πŸ˜‚
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One of them does!
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He told us the codes are in a box in the kitchen. We found the box and the codes are in there. We put in the codes and they work! The only problem is, now the door is jammed πŸ™ˆ I break the door handle by accident, Amanda puts it back together πŸ˜„
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We spent another 15 minutes trying to get in.
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What happened next was unbelievable. We still don’t know how it happened...
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Amanda stands there, in her mind she tells herself, β€˜NO MORE!’. Then enters the code, pushes the door handle and the door opens! We stare each other in shock.
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We go in, shake it all off, shout, scream, punch pillows, move, then we’re good to go like nothing happened πŸ˜„
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It was a beautiful, powerful, intense workshop with huge release.. I loved every second of it 😍❀️
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Afterwards we crushed at Amanda’s unable to move or speak properly πŸ˜‚
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It was an incredible day from start to the finish. In the first part of the day, I was talking about no matter what the circumstances are, you can have what you love. You’re not bypassing what’s happening now but you’re making a new choice in where you want to go. I gave this as an example. I was initially super angry at the venue organiser for not giving me the codes. I could have chosen to hold onto my anger or I could find ways to get in. I chose the latter one.
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No matter what obstacles come your way, even at times things seem impossible, just decide you’ll make a way to get to where you want to go to and the opportunities will present themselves ✨
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Thank you gorgeous woman who joined us last week!
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Loads of love to you ❀️
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Each time I do a new workshop series I buy myself a dreamcatcher to celebrate ❀️

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Each time I do a new workshop series I buy myself a dreamcatcher to celebrate ❀️ (Buying one for each workshop would be insane)

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And whenever someone decides to work with me 1-1, I ring this bell I have. They’re small things to do but really makes a difference in allowing me to receive what I just did ✨ 

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Normally, I tend to move to the next thing without stopping. I’m reminding myself more and more to slow down after a creation.
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Raise your hand if you tend to rush to the next thing as well βœ‹πŸΌπŸ˜Š
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Loads of love to you 

😍 APRIL WORKSHOPS 😍

Happy Easter y’all πŸ£πŸ’› Had some fun this morning with this filter 🐰

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I have few workshops coming up in April, I’d love to give 20% off from them. These events tend to sell out. Just use the code MAGIC before checking out.
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This discount will be available during Easter until Tuesday the 3rd ✨
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Here are the workshops:
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7 April - The Awakened Woman
1 day workshop for women - Ego/Soul, masculine/feminine energies talk, movement, breathwork
(6 spaces left) - 25% off
https://www.brownpapertickets.com/event/3340434
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9 April - Goddess Circle
Evening workshop for women - movement, meditation, breathwork
(SOLD OUT)
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19 April - Freedom Through Breath
A breathwork journey for MEN and WOMEN
https://www.brownpapertickets.com/event/3371007
(Dear men, this is the only mixed event I do, come along 😘)
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23 April - Goddess Circle
Evening workshop for women - movement, meditation, breathwork
https://www.brownpapertickets.com/event/3206323
(Goddess Circles are going to be every other Monday due to high demand πŸ’—)
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It’s a full on month πŸ˜„ Looking forward to seeing some of you there πŸ’› Any questions you have, comment below or message me πŸ™ŒπŸΌ
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Wishing you a beautiful Easter and full moon
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Loads of love to you ✨
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πŸ’« EMBRACE YOUR DIVINITY πŸ’«

I haven't always been the woman I am today, was very masculine and up in my head all the time.. It was exhausting, stressful and had no idea what I wanted to do, what my body wanted to do.

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Then through ecstatic dancing, healing, breathwork, bodywork, tantra, several trainings, events and integrating the lessons I learnt, I started to get in touch with my sensuality. Started to flow with my feminine nature and still get so much done πŸ˜ƒ I'm still amazed at how you don't have to ditch your feminine energy to get stuff done, as you flow your productivity increases..
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Now, am I sensual, sexy, embracing my raw sensuality 24/7? Of course not. I still have days where I go to default mode, I'm still human. But I'm aware and can quickly get out that and come back to flow and connect with my sensuality.
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It can be easy and doesn't have to be a struggle..
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My gorgeous friend Yana and I decided to collaborate and offer a 1 day immersion into embracing your divinity and connecting with your feminine nature.
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What excites me most is we're not offering a wishy washy, 'feel good' kinda experience. You'll get powerful insights and loads to take away with you πŸ’œ I like offering things that I wish was offered to me in a condensed pack, so here it is πŸ˜ƒ
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You will receive tools we gathered over the years to:
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- Heal wounds and connect with your true self
- Cultivate a deepening of love and connection among women
- Address and shift stagnated emotions in the body, truly face all that stands between yourself and radiant liberation
- Embody your raw sensuality
- Walk away holding powerful tools to shift your reality when needed
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Also includes 2 sessions with Yana and I after the workshop for your further growth and support.
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We have limited spaces, if you'd like to join, book your ticket now:
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https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/embrace-your-divinity-connec…
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Much love to you beautiful 

πŸŒ€ ALLOWING YOURSELF TO FEEL πŸŒ€

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I'm seeing more and more how important it is to feel the emotions. Any emotion, not just the happy and more uplifting ones..

At first it might feel like dying, super scary and dangerous. But that's just a protective layer of illusion to keep you away from them.

For a long time I decided to live in my head and always plan stuff until a year ago really. The life coach I had back then always used to ask me 'How do you feel?' I'd even start that sentence with 'I think I feel..' πŸ˜ƒ

I do breathwork once in a while. How it works is you breathe in from the mouth out from the mouth and everything you've been suppressing in your body starts coming up. Usually my hands and mouth go a bit weird:) Then you shout, kick your legs and arms to release. It's really painful, like physically painful for me in the chest and in my hands. Each time I do it, I see how much pain I cause myself by not expressing how I feel in the moment. There's another one im going to on Monday, let's see how that one goesπŸ˜‰

In the Goddess Circles I give, there's a part where we drop into our bodies, allowing any feelings to come up. It's so beautiful to watch this. It's like watching bravery and freedom. Honestly, I learn a lot from those brave warriors.

I sometimes get days where I'm like 'I'm constantly working on myself and even the same topics keep coming up. This is never ending.' It is never ending;) But each time you go in, feel and release you become freer, lighter and move forward easier.. You feel more fulfilled and comfortable in who you are ✨

It's not a weakness to cry or look like you haven't got it all together. The opposite, its raw and beautiful. It shows that you're a human. That you're actually trying, feeling, opening up your heart, falling, getting up and trying again. So worth the risk πŸ˜‰

#magic #transformation #bliss #emotion #warrior #consciousness #wisdom #writing #goddess #sisterhood #success #purpose #dreams #awakening #focused #holistic

πŸ’ž FEMININE POWER πŸ’ž

I had an intense few days. Here's an update ☺️

I held a goddess circle for the first time!

After a lot of 'what the hell am I doing', 'I'm actually choosing to walk into the unknown, this is insane', scared of not being taken seriously, I decided to do it anyway.

I had a vague idea of what I wanted to do in 3 hours but I just knew it was going to be about honouring the divine feminine in each other.

It started and I can't really explain in words. It was me talking, but not really me. Something in me was going 'say this now' and I'd say it each time. Total unknown.. Ego was still there, very quietly though. 2-3 times it went 'ok, now what?' And I just tuned in asked what I should do and knew the answer. I didn't know what to do next until the moment arrived.

It wasn't about me really, I understood what it meant to 'hold space' to create space for someone so the transformation happens. I didn't have to know what that looked like. It was such an honour and privilege to do that.

In the end, a woman expressed how she felt that her feminine essence was honoured.. Which was my intention for doing those circles in the first place with exact words! I was amazed at how when you hold an intention in your consciousness no matter what, that realises itself.

Then after not having much rest (resting is a big thing for me, learning to do that lol), I went to Mind Body Fest to Sophie Bashford's talk few days after. I don't usually read the descriptions or reviews of events. I read the title, look into the speaker's eyes and feel into if I should be there, this was a definite yes. So I went with Sarah and Lauren.

I thought she was going to speak for 2 hours and we were going to listen. That did not happen πŸ˜ƒ

She's basically an intuitive and a channeler, such a strong soul you can feel it. She guided us through a deep meditation as we sat in circles.

Our body restores pain and emotions. Anything unexpressed or unreleased sits somewhere in the body until we shed light onto it. 

It hit a big one for me when this fear of being seen, fear of expressing my truth came up. It was as strong as fear of death. 'If I share my wisdom, I'll be laughed at, I'll die'. There's something magical about when the pain is witnessed, it looses its power. Going through the pain, it went away..

Somebody called me Goddess for the first time months ago and now I really understand what she meant. She was addressing to the side of me that just knows, the soft divine side of me, we, women all have. We just forget that we can have that, be that, express that and live by that. It's safe to express that voice Goddess. You can be that voice Goddess at any given moment you wish.

I saw it once more, loud and clear, I will be empowering women to be in their divine feminine, all my life. My pleasure to do so β˜ΊοΈπŸ’œ

Thank you Lauren and Sarah for being there for me πŸ’™

The next Goddess Circle is on 15 May if you'd like to join --> https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/goddess-circle-honour-your-f…

πŸƒ BREATHE πŸƒ

Spent the whole day with this beautiful woman @nathaliealburjas the other day.

We walked loads and came to this beautiful open space surrounded by trees. You know you're in your head when you're checking gps in a forest πŸ˜‚

We climbed a tree, that 'right time to receive wisdom from trees' voice kicked in. I'm getting better at noticing it now. Just breathed deeply into my womb, exhaled loudly and became present, came back into my body.

Literally my whole perception shifted. Colours became brighter and the birds sang louder. Just in a moment, it shifts. Within a breath..

Then we had a coaching session under the trees and danced. So blissful to dance, move freely in a forest, sang a bit. Nearly everything I love in one day with a wonderful soul. Thank you goddess @nathaliealburjas 😍 ❀️

As we were on our way to leave, we found this beautiful garden with some walking areas. It was like from Beauty & the Beast or Secret Garden, incredible place.. Never knew that it was there.

We found our way out without gps πŸ˜‰

Then we got all dressed up with high heels, dresses, red lipstick to go to a birthday party. The contrast πŸ˜‚

Breathing is medicine. It's you giving yourself what you need. It's there for you to have it and its free! Easy to use, easy to forgetπŸ˜‰ Its the gateway to bliss. Receive it, use it, enjoy it πŸ’š

Happy Easter! πŸ£πŸ’›

#tree #nature #breathe #awareness #focus #coaching #session #dance #sun #day #goddess #hampsteadheath #walk #consciousness #story #writer #heart #spirituality #awakening #wisdom #love #fun #joy #magic #bliss #smile @ Hampstead Heath