cacao ceremony

๐ŸŒธ STAY SOFT ๐ŸŒธ

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Last weekend, I went to Rebekah Shamanโ€™s cacao ceremony. The first ceremony I went to 4 years ago was the beginning of stepping into my power and trusting my intuition.

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Back then, I didnโ€™t trust myself at all and believed I didnโ€™t know what was right for me. I kept asking teachers and healers believing they knew the best. They always gave me an answer in their own way, except Rebekah.
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Every time I asked, she would look at me and say, โ€œYou know the answer! Stop asking me.โ€ She told me I knew what was best for me, no one could know it better than I did so I had to start trusting myself.
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I didnโ€™t like hearing that obviously. It was a slap in the face. Looking back, Iโ€™m very grateful for what she said and for always bringing me back to myself.
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Anyone who claims they know whatโ€™s best for you is not true. Only you know. Your heart, your intution, your Soul knows. Listen, trust and act on it ๐Ÿ’› Because I struggled with this a lot in the past, it became my biggest passion to empower people to live THEIR truth, whatever that is for them.
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At the cacao ceremony, around 30 of us, we gathered around, set intentions, drank cacao and went into a deep meditation. Cacao is a beautiful heart opener, releases any blocks around your heart and connects you to your truth in a profound yet gentle way.
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What I saw was embodying balance. Balance of light and dark, feminine and masculine, all nighter party and early morning rise, intuitive flow and business structure, sensual dance and intense workout, being a goddess and a warrior. This is me. I love integrating the feminine and masculine so they can dance in harmony together.
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I felt the huge relief of having done the hard bit. Iโ€™ve gone through my darkness and shadow and came out from the other side. Iโ€™ve planted and watered the seeds. Now I get to enjoy it ๐ŸŒบ
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And I heard these words as tears were flowing down my cheeks:
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โœจ You are the beginning and the end.
โœจ You created it all, you will create it again.
โœจ You have it all.
โœจ Stay soft, stay receptive.
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I love you ๐Ÿ’›
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๐Ÿ’ซ MAGIC OF THE DAY ๐Ÿ’ซ

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Iโ€™m going to an all night gong bath tonight. I wanted to have some cacao to drink before and I ran out of them. I always buy my cacao from Ashaninka Cacao (Rebekah Shaman), itโ€™s the best!

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So I emailed her team if it was possible to have it delivered in 2 days to where I live, Golders Green. I didnโ€™t hear from them for a day and I left it thinking, โ€œOk itโ€™s not happening.โ€. This morning Rebekah emailed back saying sheโ€™ll be in Golders Green today anyway ๐Ÿ˜ And she was somewhere 5 minutes walking distance from me! Cacao magic literally came to me โค๏ธ I got my cacao and Iโ€™m super happy on my way to the gong bath โœจ
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Whatever youโ€™re up to, have an awesome weekend! Celebrate the little things ๐Ÿ’›
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Last Saturday, I assisted on a 1 day shamanic breathwork..

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Last Saturday, I assisted on a 1 day shamanic breathwork with Aaron and few other gorgeous souls โœจ

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In breathwork, you breathe deeply so that oxygen and energy can go through your body. When this happens you might feel an emotion like sadness or anger coming up. You release it through making sounds and moving your body.

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At some point while hearing everyone releasing loads, I felt super calm, feeling a wave of gratitude for myself, for choosing this path..
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For choosing working on myself every day, for not numbing myself with drugs and alcohol, for following the truth every single day, for letting my heart guide me even when it wasn't the easiest choice..
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I was even scared to go a cacao ceremony 2 years ago, thinking its a bit out there. 2 years after, there I was in a shamanic breathwork, rocking a standard Saturday for me ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
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Sometimes I got asked how do you find peope like you, people who get you. You don't have to find them. You are meant to shine in your own way, so they can find you ๐Ÿ˜‰
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For everyone out there who follow bit of an alternative path refusing to blend in, I see you. I honour you and I love you ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’™
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You are not alone. Keep being you and let your heart guide you ๐Ÿ’–
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Loads of love 

Happy birthday Taner!! ๐ŸŽ‰

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Such an honour to lead a dance and cacao ceremony last night at your celebration for 20 people, great idea as a way to celebrate your bday ๐Ÿ˜‰

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Have a gorgeous new age full of everything you ever wished for and lots of magic.. Love you! ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’™
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