cacao ceremony

🌸 STAY SOFT 🌸

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Last weekend, I went to Rebekah Shaman’s cacao ceremony. The first ceremony I went to 4 years ago was the beginning of stepping into my power and trusting my intuition.

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Back then, I didn’t trust myself at all and believed I didn’t know what was right for me. I kept asking teachers and healers believing they knew the best. They always gave me an answer in their own way, except Rebekah.
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Every time I asked, she would look at me and say, “You know the answer! Stop asking me.” She told me I knew what was best for me, no one could know it better than I did so I had to start trusting myself.
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I didn’t like hearing that obviously. It was a slap in the face. Looking back, I’m very grateful for what she said and for always bringing me back to myself.
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Anyone who claims they know what’s best for you is not true. Only you know. Your heart, your intution, your Soul knows. Listen, trust and act on it 💛 Because I struggled with this a lot in the past, it became my biggest passion to empower people to live THEIR truth, whatever that is for them.
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At the cacao ceremony, around 30 of us, we gathered around, set intentions, drank cacao and went into a deep meditation. Cacao is a beautiful heart opener, releases any blocks around your heart and connects you to your truth in a profound yet gentle way.
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What I saw was embodying balance. Balance of light and dark, feminine and masculine, all nighter party and early morning rise, intuitive flow and business structure, sensual dance and intense workout, being a goddess and a warrior. This is me. I love integrating the feminine and masculine so they can dance in harmony together.
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I felt the huge relief of having done the hard bit. I’ve gone through my darkness and shadow and came out from the other side. I’ve planted and watered the seeds. Now I get to enjoy it 🌺
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And I heard these words as tears were flowing down my cheeks:
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✨ You are the beginning and the end.
✨ You created it all, you will create it again.
✨ You have it all.
✨ Stay soft, stay receptive.
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I love you 💛
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💫 MAGIC OF THE DAY 💫

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I’m going to an all night gong bath tonight. I wanted to have some cacao to drink before and I ran out of them. I always buy my cacao from Ashaninka Cacao (Rebekah Shaman), it’s the best!

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So I emailed her team if it was possible to have it delivered in 2 days to where I live, Golders Green. I didn’t hear from them for a day and I left it thinking, “Ok it’s not happening.”. This morning Rebekah emailed back saying she’ll be in Golders Green today anyway 😍 And she was somewhere 5 minutes walking distance from me! Cacao magic literally came to me ❤️ I got my cacao and I’m super happy on my way to the gong bath ✨
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Whatever you’re up to, have an awesome weekend! Celebrate the little things 💛
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Last Saturday, I assisted on a 1 day shamanic breathwork..

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Last Saturday, I assisted on a 1 day shamanic breathwork with Aaron and few other gorgeous souls ✨

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In breathwork, you breathe deeply so that oxygen and energy can go through your body. When this happens you might feel an emotion like sadness or anger coming up. You release it through making sounds and moving your body.

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At some point while hearing everyone releasing loads, I felt super calm, feeling a wave of gratitude for myself, for choosing this path..
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For choosing working on myself every day, for not numbing myself with drugs and alcohol, for following the truth every single day, for letting my heart guide me even when it wasn't the easiest choice..
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I was even scared to go a cacao ceremony 2 years ago, thinking its a bit out there. 2 years after, there I was in a shamanic breathwork, rocking a standard Saturday for me 😃
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Sometimes I got asked how do you find peope like you, people who get you. You don't have to find them. You are meant to shine in your own way, so they can find you 😉
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For everyone out there who follow bit of an alternative path refusing to blend in, I see you. I honour you and I love you 🙏🏼💙
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You are not alone. Keep being you and let your heart guide you 💖
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Loads of love