humanness

It's hard sometimes, doing what's true..

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Yesterday night, my love left for Thailand, for 2.5 months.. I cried my eyes out, moments throughout the day, going to the airport to say bye and a bit today as well.

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We literally went from being together 7/24 for a month, to being apart for longer than two months.. Bit of an extreme contrast there 😃

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It's hard sometimes, doing what's true. But I know that it will benefit me, Aaron and our relationship in the long run 🙌🏼
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Of course I feel sad, I feel upset, but it's not lasting forever. I don't really go into victim mode anymore, because I'm aware of it. It takes away from your Ego's satisfaction 😃
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Also being aware and spiritual doesn't mean you got it all together, all the time.
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You're human, I'm human and we all feel. Whatever you're going through, know that it definitely isn't going to last forever, even if it feels like it.. Only you can make it longer than it's meant to by holding onto it.
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When you open up and allow emotions to move through you without trying to make sense, everything settles down naturally.. Then sadness can turn into joy and anger into calmness..
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How are you feeling today? ✨
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I'm happy to be back in London ❤️ Loads of love to you! 😘
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