💩 SHOWING UP EVEN WHEN YOU FEEL SHIT 💩

So much of my shit came up this week.

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Doubt, anxiety, overwhelm, panic, anger, sadness, you name it. I was like, “Wellll, hellooo overwhelm, why don’t you join doubt over here?” 😄
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I know why though. I’m stepping up big time in my business and that’s scary for my Ego. I do 4-5 new things at a time every day and my Ego’s like, “Excuse me, what are you doing? This is all new, this is not safe.”
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Then there’s another voice that goes, “What you’re living right now was a dream once. What’s the issue? What’s wrong with you?”. That one comes with shame and guilt.
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If you believe all your negative thoughts, worry, doubt, anxiety etc, will go away, when you create what you want, let me tell you, that’s not true. They get louder if anything.
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As you’re creating your life beyond your dreams, your Ego doesn’t just step aside and go, “Well done, you’re doing great, keep going!”.
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Instead it goes, “Hang on a second here, who do you think you are to do this? Nope, its not happening.”
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Your Ego doesn’t want you to believe you’re actually powerful and have the ability to create incredible things. If you do, it disproves the belief and you won’t listen to Ego anymore. It will loose its power over you.
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What you can do is to - juuuuust acknowledge these thoughts, feel these emotions and close your eyes. Then connect with your vision, with what brings you alive. Choose to connect with something bigger than your Ego, something that actually matters to you 🔥
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That’s exactly what I did multiple times a day last week 😄 Are these thoughts still there? Yup. Did I take action in the direction of my dreams? Yup. Did I always feel confident in doing so? Nope. And that doesn’t matter anyway.
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Believing you need to get rid of those thoughts FIRST to be able to go for what you want AFTER is a waste of time and energy.
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It ain’t gonna happen. You’re just giving them more power if anything by trying to get rid of them.
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You can still have these thoughts, feel these emotions and show up going for what you want ❤️
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My question for you is:
.✨ What are you going to make more important? ✨
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The overwhelm or your dreams?
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The doubt or the fire in you that wants to go for it?
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The anxiety or the passion for what you do?
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The need to be perfect or just starting that project?
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It’s totally cool if you choose the first but I hope you choose the second. There’s just so much more magic on that side.
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However you’re feeling today, enjoy your day ☀️
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Love you 💛
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