A WALK DOWN PROCRASTINATION LANE

I’m working on a long term project. It’s a project that takes time and it’s a slow burner in a way.

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I’m noticing how much my Ego avoids working on this because:
- I’m not going to see the results straight away (hellooo impatience 👋🏼)
- I need to commit over a long period of time (helloooo commitment issues 👋🏼)
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Yesterday, I finally made time to sit down to work on it. Things I did:

.🎵 Looked for music way too long and decided not to listen in the end

🍫 Had chocolate

💧Went to the kitchen to have water when I didn’t want it anyway
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Then I got lethargic all of a sudden, super tired. I legit made myself tired not to work on this thing 😂
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I just watched myself doing it all, knowing what I was doing and why I was doing it for. I noticed all the patterns I was going through.
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I know this is one of the things that is so good for my business. So my impatient and commitment phobic Ego tries its best to not have my attention and energy go there. My Ego was distracting me by all this procrastination.
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Then I closed my eyes and asked myself, “Ok cool, but what do you want? What’s the vision you’re going for?” I imagined the vision, the end result and the impact of it ✨
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Then I started for real. As I got into it, tiredness went away and I did a big chunk of it.
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It’s not about being perfect first, having the resources first, or having any other right conditions first before you can go for what you want. It’s also not about trying to get rid of whatever you believe is incomplete or faulty about you.
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It’s about just going for what you want. If I wait until I’m comfortable with committing, I’ll never start. My fear of commitment doesn’t have the power, my vision does. Well, maybe after the first 20 mins 😄 Then I start and the rest comes.
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So my question to you is:
.✨ What do you know deep down in your heart is true for you to do but you’re avoiding doing it? ✨
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Follow that 🙏🏼 When you do, it feels incredible 🔥
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Love you 💛
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